CONFESSION

24
FEMALE
You already know

I must confess..... You really are the one that got away. I think about you often even though I shouldnt. At least once a week or month you're on my mind. 3 n a half years later and I just can't stop loving you💙💜 I hope the best for you n your kids. And in the back of my mind you n your kids are a constant thought. ( i always have so many things running through my mind, over lapping thoughts, that's what I mean by that) Even if it is 20 30 years from now, i believe we will meet again for good n die together💙💜 n be happy call me crazy i don't care. Although I have a healthy relationship now n my kid loves him dearly I'm not sure if we will last. He has asbergers and I have bpd. Our mental illnesses do not like each other and I'm not sure if we will last. I need constant reassurance, love, and empathy but he can barely provide that because of his asbergers. I'm inlove with two people and Idk what to do. Although in the end my rational mindf understands the way he is, but my mental shit does not if that makes sense. Just know: You are loved n cherished no matter what. You will always be on my mind..... I will always love you i just idk what to do