CONFESSION

21
MALE
Yuba

I often use the N-word in private.  The only person who has ever heard me actually say it, is my wife, ""I'm gonna slap the nigger knots out ya head bitch"" ""I can't believe a married a dumb niggerish bitch like you"" Occasional things of that nature.  My wife tells me that one day people will know who I really am.  I tell her, ""I didn't hear a word that came out of those nigga lips"".  But now I am starting to worry, that when people look at me in public...they somehow know that I say the N-word.  I don't know how they know, but I can just tell they know... I dont know what to do...