30
FEMALE
Nor Cal
I have been a functional heroin addict for years. I got into using when I started having chronic pain after a bad car accident. I work 6 days a week, sometimes double shifts, and side work like housecleaning, landscaping, all kinds of stuff. I expect to see the judgemental responses to this, and I don't care. I am the only heroin addict I have ever met who holds a job, most of them are stealing or sucking dick. So my dealer just started trying to fuck me. I'm not down - I don't fuck dealers, I don't fuck for drugs and I don't fuck married men. His advances made me feel sick. I just sent him a message telling him that I wasn't going to be doing business with him any more since he made me really uncomfortable and I wasn't down with that kind of shit. It's going to make things really inconvenient for me, but the day I start compromising who I am for my habit, I become just another scumbag. I am not going to quit, there is no way I could work anything more than part time without it, and honestly, I like to get high. But I won't deal with this kind of shit just because im addicted. Now im expecting some kind of really fucked up response from him and im a little nervous but I've got this..
I like doing fat rails of Cocaine. We should kick it.
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