Doesn't Matter

My husband doesn't want to have sex with me. He always accuses me of wanting it everyday when its not true. It hurts me and makes me feel ugly, it makes me feel ashamed of myself and my sexuality. So I take my antidepressant to try to kill my sex drive... he has no idea how I feel. I doubt he'd understand even if he did. He has no sex drive...yet I carry the fault for wanting sex from him. Its like its an insult to him. He's so cold about it... it makes me not want to have children with him ever out of spite. Doesn't matter


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